Currently I am very annoyed with myself. When I was younger whenever I see things that contravene my religion I would say this is wrong and I shall not condone this action.

I remember the words of the phophet, if you were to see something wrong change it with your hand if you can't then change it with your mouth and if still you can't chide it with your heart for that is the weakest of Iman.

In my last trip to Phuket I saw colleagues indulging in alcohol well nothing surprising about that. But what was surprising was I am ok with that fact. If the Rasul speak that chiding someone with the heart is the weakest of Iman, so does it mean being ok about it mean I have no Iman.

Subhanallah have I sunken so low that I forget my roots, have I sunken so low that i lost the guidance of god and no longer fear him.

Nay Nay Nay...... this not who I am no matter how degrading I am no matter how repulsive I am I will never turned my head away from God.

I watch on the net that a Christian will bow his head low as he knows he has sinned. I have not bow my head in servitude to god in ages. I still follow this principle of mine, "Thye shall not drink nor smoke and remember to say his name in glory till thye die"

This is my sacred oath and something I will carry till the day I die......

SO AS ALWAYS....

@@ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER BLOG@@

@@CHERIO@@

@@SHAH OUT@@

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