Currently I am very annoyed with myself. When I was younger whenever I see things that contravene my religion I would say this is wrong and I shall not condone this action.

I remember the words of the phophet, if you were to see something wrong change it with your hand if you can't then change it with your mouth and if still you can't chide it with your heart for that is the weakest of Iman.

In my last trip to Phuket I saw colleagues indulging in alcohol well nothing surprising about that. But what was surprising was I am ok with that fact. If the Rasul speak that chiding someone with the heart is the weakest of Iman, so does it mean being ok about it mean I have no Iman.

Subhanallah have I sunken so low that I forget my roots, have I sunken so low that i lost the guidance of god and no longer fear him.

Nay Nay Nay...... this not who I am no matter how degrading I am no matter how repulsive I am I will never turned my head away from God.

I watch on the net that a Christian will bow his head low as he knows he has sinned. I have not bow my head in servitude to god in ages. I still follow this principle of mine, "Thye shall not drink nor smoke and remember to say his name in glory till thye die"

This is my sacred oath and something I will carry till the day I die......

SO AS ALWAYS....

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Let me see... It has been since 2005 since my last blog. Why is it so? To be honest working life is much more hectic then school. As an adult you have less time for yourself. Things change I guess.

Friends that you make in school slowly but surely move on. Interest are no longer common, bonds that was once unbreakable seem so much more brittle now.

Had a mini reunion yesterday when Charlene is back in Singapore and I envy every single one of them. Most had been or still is over the pond to expend their mind. And others are taking the next step to family life.

What have I to show for. Had I made progress or have I regress back. I miss those days yet I know the past belong to the past. Soon I be 30 I never thought that I feel so empty, I always imagine myself to be different but other then my expending belly nothing much has change.

It like a double edge sword having a reunion at one end you are glad that you are finally meeting after so very long yet you begin to wonder what you shall be in the next five years.

It does not seem so long ago I finish poly which was in 2002, EIGHT years who would have imagine eight long years and yet it like a bling of an eye. January 2011 is coming to a close wow where did this month went.

So planning to do more blogging from now on and it will be more of a picture blog then anything else.....

SO AS ALWAYS....
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After so long i am finally blogging again..... Anyway I have a great new, I have reach two years of service in my NS liability. Got four more month to ORD.... hahaha..

Finally I will be back in circulation, no more of miserable NS pay. But that not the reason for today blog...

As we know there is only one more day of Ramadhan left, for all my muslim friends, have we all get wat we aim for during this fasting month. Or have we let another Ramadhan past without any improvement. I hope and pray that we all have taken advantage of this fantastic month. For my friends who have wasted this month away i sincerely pray for all of us to return back to the truth, that we were once taught to us. Do not take this words into offends as i still have a long way to go before I can call myself a good moslem. Let us look towards to next Ramadhan, may we see it again, rather then next Halloween and all meaning to this holy month.

This short blog is neither a lecture nor fault findings but rather a gentle reminder to all of us.

Enough of all this seriousness I like to wish all my Hindu frens a Happy Deepavali.

And to all my Chinese havea happy holiday may we be able to spend time with our love ones.

To all my Muslim frens Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Minal Aidil Wal Faizin.

DI DINI HARI

HAMBA MENYUSUN SEPULUH JARI

MEMINTA MAAF PADA SEMUA

ATAS SEGALA SALAH DAN SILAP

MAAFKAN HAMBA KATA DAN LAKU

DI BULAN BAIK HARI YANG BAIK

HAMBA MENGUCAPKAN

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MOHON RESTU AND AMPUN

DARI SEMUA SAHABAT YANG ADA

AS ALWAYS ANOTHER DAY ANOTHER BLOG

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New poem.... Do comment..

LIFE!!

WHO IN THIS WORLD CAN GUESS WHAT THE NEXT EVENT WILL BE...
WHO DARE SAYS THINGS WILL HAPPEN WITH CERTAINTY..
CAREER, MARRIAGE, DEATH, HAPPINESS ALL SECRETS OF THE UNIVERSE...
WE CAN ONLY HOPE AND PRAY THAT ALL WILL TURNED OUT FINE....

HOW MANY OF US HAVE WISHES UNFULFILLED....
HOW MANY OF US HAVE THAT ONE DREAM THAT WE REALLY WANT...
HOW MANY OF US PRAYED HARD THAT THE PERSON WE LIKE NOTICE US....
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE WE TRIED TO GET HER ...BUT LEFT EMPTY THEN BEFORE...
WELL THATS LIFE WE SCRATCH AND BRUISE AND MOVE ON.....

SO WIPE THE DUST OF YOUR SHOULDER AND SOLDIER ON...
YES TODAY YOU MAY LOSE....
MAYBE TOMORROW YOU ARE THE KING....
THAT THE BEAUTY OF LIFE ... NOTHING IS CERTAIN...
NOTHING IS CARVED IN STONE...
YOU HAVE TO WRITE YOUR OWN STORY...
EVERYDAY IS A PAGE WRITTEN, DIRECTED BY YOU....
ONLY YOU CAN DECIDE TO BE HAPPY OR BITTER...

AS YOU PURSUE LIFE DO NOT FORGET GOD...
NOTHING WILL HAPPEN WITHOUT HIS BLESSING..
GOOD OR BAD, FORTUNE OR MISFORTUNE..
ALL THIS HAPPEN THROUGH HIS WILL...
DO NOT FORGET AS WE STRUGGLE TO FIND OURSELVES...

THIS MY FRIEND I LEAVE FOR YOU AS I BID YOU A GOOD NITE....
PONDER ON THESE UNWISE WORDS.... MAKE YOUR OWN JUDGEMENT...
MAY WE FIND THE MEANING OF LIFE THAT WE SEEK...

SO AS ALWAYS, ANYDAY ANOTHER BLOG...
CHERIO...
SHAH OUT...

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TO THE PERSON WHO NEEDS THIS....

FRIENDSHIP...

We used to be cl0se as...
As good friends should...
We are friends ain't we....
Now you are feeling low...
The lowest for years...
Allow me to be close...
At lease to comfort you...
You do need to this alone...
You know who you are...
I know you need time...
You can't change your feeling in an instant..
I was your confidante before...
We can always be that...
In these time that we have grow apart...
I still regard you as a great friend...
Remember my line is always open...
If you need to talk, you know how...
Pardon my speech....
I hope this will give you some comfort....


Yours always!!!!
SHAH

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Yes today is VALENTINE DAY......

The topic of all blog today, so i shall write my take on this faithful.....

In all the blog that i have read there is only two topic for this day....

How nice it is to be in love how the miracle and magical love is... This fine and dandy and i have no problem reading this kind of blog...... but i have problem with the other kind of blog...

Those that r not attached yet..... All the blog state is how nice it is to find love... How great to have that someone .... If only there is...... (and i mean alot of if only) there are many lonely soul out there which include me..... But it does help your case if u start whineing of how lonely u r on ur blog... Not all of us are lucky to find that special someone now... Yes there is a deep sadness that one feel, when one see other couples enjoying each other company... But we should not feel this way... but glad that they found their other half............

To all my lonely peer we should not feel overly sad not to have that special someone.... Let us be happy to see other couples happy.... Let us be happy to see the person we feel for, deep in love .... Remember u will find that one person that make u complete but till then... Let us celebrate our singlehood and friendship.... Let Valentine day not only to show love to ur partner but also to show love to all....

To my frens that with that special someone... Heed this advice.... Cherish ur love, let every day be special not only the faithful February the 14th....

To everyone out there have a Happy Valentine Day.......

LET TRUE LOVE SHINE THRU

MAY WE ALL FIND WAT WE ARE WAITING FOR

AS ALWAYS....

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WAH just came back from SJC camp...... Man dun i love camps... This time i got a very good team of student they are the best i have work with..... I got sunburn, lost my voice and muscle ache but i got back much more than that...... oh yah i got best instructor but i dun care for that to me when the campers enjoy themselves it is more than payment to me....

This kind of camp allow me to feel young and be energatic....... To my girls of TRANSFORMERS u guys are the best and i will never forget u guys (ops i meant gals)....

Maggie, Sam, Nicole, Melanie, Melissa, Pamela, Choi Ling u girls impress me with ur ganhoness (if there such a word), leadership and energy....... but that does not mean that Angeline, Priscilla, Melinda, Sin Yee, Yi Xin, Charmaine, Ke Xin, Jia Jia, Jia Qi, Genevieve, Li Lin, Vennessa and Matilda did not give ur best but rather the opposite ur teamwork, spirit to win and understanding is the best i have seen so far....

Girls keep ur frenship alive and remember the lesson and friendship u have make. How that 3 short days changes u....... I wish u all the best and remember to drink alot of water ok (hahaha...)

Ok that all for now i will probably cry if i continue hahahaha.......

SO AS ALWAYS

ANOTHER DAY ANOTHER BLOG

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Something new for everyone.....
hehehe

NJOY ;)

SO AS ALWAYS

ANOTHER DAY ANOTHER BLOG

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